IF THERE IS ANYONE I WANT TO SEE AGAIN,IT IS THAT YOUNG MAN OF GOD WHO MADE ME LOSE THE GIRLFRIEND I LOVE SO MUCH

IF THERE IS ANYONE I WANT TO SEE AGAIN, IT IS THAT YOUNG

MAN OF GOD WHO MADE ME LOSE THE GIRLFRIEND I LOVED SO

MUCH.

She loved me to the point that she was ready to be disowned by

her parents when they wanted her to marry a rich politicians son.

The love was simply so much...She visited me for a weekend and I

took her to a program in church where I was invited... The two

guest speakers for the 1st and 2nd days were wonderful...
We laughed and shouted Fire and even sowed seeds of greatness...
And I took my girlfriend back to my house... But the guest speaker

that came on the last day was the one that caused the whole

program for me... He did not wear any big shoe or expensive

suit... His hair cut was even scattered... Unlike other guests, he did

not have any escort or security But I noticed that the moment he

climbed the pulpit, the atmosphere changed...

He started singing this song: # "Something more than gold...

Something more than silver...

The Word of God in the heart of a believer, it's something more

than gold"...# And within 5 minutes, I began to see something like

mist, like thick cloud inside that auditorium... And it was as if,

millions of voices were singing that song at the same time. It was

not long, I began to hear cries of men and women, boys and

girls...: and yet, he has not opened the Bible... The church hall was

tensed... You will wonder if this is the same church we have been

coming to for the past 2days...

"Lord, help me"...

"Forgive me Jesus... "

" Don't leave me this way"

"Jesus, I need You back... "

" Holy spirit, break me... And use me... "

These and more were the deep cries I was hearing from people

around where I was sitting...

The choristers who were backing up the songs were slain...

Some of them did not know when they began to shout, through the

microphone:" Lord, show me your mercy... "Some were shouting:" I

need your revival Lord... Will you leave me this way". I was afraid

to open my eyes... The glory inside that house was too much...

When i managed to open my eyes, I didn't not see anybody

standing... I was the only one on feet... The pastor that hosted the

program was on the floor, in front of the church, with his wife...

The assistant pastors were with him in front of the church,

crying,... The Preacher was lying flat, crying on the alter... Nobody

could know who was the Preacher and who was the speaker...As a

Preachers kid, born inside the church, I have seen revivals... I have

seen the move of God's power... But, never in my life have I seem

such manifest Presence of God...And for more than 1:45 minutes,

people were rolling on the floor, crying their hearts out... Yet, the

guest minister did not open the Bible... I was still standing, looking

around for my girlfriend... But I did not see her again... When I

went outside... I saw her, lying on the floor, flat, crying... As I tried

to pull her up, thinking that something might have hurt her... I saw

her blouses soaked with tears... Her voice was already cracked...

She had cried her heart out...I did not care to wait for the service

to close ... I managed to guide her back to my house... And

throughout that short journey, on the road, she was weeping like

children... When we go home and she managed to sleep, right

from her sleep, at short intervals, she began to sob, crying out

from sleep... And before long, the pillow were already soaked...The

encounter she had in the church followed her home... And it

continued like that for 3days... She was unable to eat anything...

One of those nights, as she was praying and crying, she began to

burst into tongues... She was crying and was blasting tongues, for

more than 4 hours... How can I forget? The morning of the 3rd

day, she told me: "Iyke, when that young pastor was singing that

song... My eyes was opened and I saw Jesus for the first time in

my life... I saw the kind of splendor I cannot explain... I saw His

wounds... I saw Him on the Cross... I saw Him calling me to

surrender my life to Him... Iyke, something has happened to me...

And I am no more that same person again". The more I tried to

cuddle her, the more she was running from my arms... She asked

me: "Iyke, did you not feel what I felt? Did you not see what I saw?

What I saw is worth more than the whole world. I saw a Crown that

I cannot lose... Iyke, I have to surrender to Jesus... I have to pack

my things now..." Before 30 minutes, she had picked her few

things and about to go... As she was leaving, we both were in

tears... She told me: "Iyke, I know I love you and you love me

too.... But I have to let you go. This moment, I have surrendered to

Jesus.... It will better to lose you than to lose that Crown that I

saw. .." Tears had dried on our bodies and fresh ones were

coming. I could not even stop her... The girl I knew before had

changed... Her face was radiant... It dawned on me that that

young man of God has made me lose the girlfriend I loved so

much...

And I was angry... As I roll from one part of the bed to the other,

alone, inside my room, from morning till night... I began to blame

myself for taking her along to that program... Don't blame me... I

was not born again then...Where else was I going to see another

girl who will love me like her? I was furious... Yes, but deep down

my heart, I knew that she has met God... I knew that this was

exactly how it used to be in 1980s and 90s... On my own, I began

to tel God: "If I will ever become a Preacher someday, this is the

type I want to be... I will love people to come to my program and

lose their girlfriends to You..." And thank God, in the fullness of

time, when it pleases Him to intercept me from speedy journey to

hell, I understood what happened those days to my ex

girlfriend...Severally, I have seen that same thing she saw that

made her lose me and not care about it.

Friend, if you see what she saw, you will never be afraid to lose

any man.... Paul said that when he fell and stood up on his way to

Damascus, 'I saw no man'... Why are you afraid for us that we will

starve if we continue with this 'criticizing' ministry? Why are you

complaining that nobody will host us in his big auditorium and give

us big honorarium Thanks for your concern brother man... But we

can tell the whole world that 'We too, like Apostle Paul, saw no

man'... We did not see honorarium before we left all and embarked

on this journey.. We saw a Crown that we must not lose on the last

day...Many are already wearing their own crowns here... They

have forgotten the encounters God used to give them when they

first met Jesus... Lord, anybody can go... I don't want to lose the

glory you showed me! ...We don't need too many friends...We

don't need those who wants to show everyone that they are

succeeding in ministry, even when, they are not known in hell...

Our lives are better with fewer people whose eyes are still on that

Crown...With the help of God, in our weaknesses and fewness, if it

please God, we might be able to stop the mouth of lions...That

was how that young man made me to lose my girlfriend.. My

friends told me to give her some time that she will run back to me

when memories of our sinful past will begin to hunt her...I waited

for months and years, up till now, she did not come back...

Together, with her husband, they are running a revival ministry in

my country Nigeria... And she too is reading this post now as you

are reading it... Haleluya!

Man of God, I don't know the last time people listened to you and

they went back and move their things out from their boyfriends

house and that was their last days in sin? When was the last time

you preached and boys called their girlfriends on the phone and

told them: "It is over... I have met with Jesus.... And am gone",?

Your last crusade, you came back with car keys... Laptops,

iphones and landed documents... But there was no tears for

repentance... Sinners came as Sinners, sowed their seeds as

Sinners and left as Sinners....When again are we going to see you

preach and men will start falling over another, even without altar

call, asking God for repentance for their adultery? Your choristers

are already singing with sneered hearts... When are we going to

hear somebody say about you, that: "This is that man of God that I

heard and I left my sins and did not go back to them again? Sister,

I don't know what they are telling you in your church every

Sunday... I know you want to shun your evil ways, but the church

you submitted to seem not to have problem with your sinful

lifestyle... From year to year, they don't preach against sin.... Only

giving you 100 ways to make wealth, even when you are sinking

miserably in sin and addictions... The abuse of the gospel of

miracle visa, miracle marriage, miracle contracts, and fighting of

enemies is what brought this demonic wind upon us... Jacob had

all those things and yet, he was crying to God for an encounter...

And when He had it, that's why we are still talking about him till

now... Lock your self up this weekend and cry to God for that

same encounter... If He has not shown up, don't give up... If my

ex girlfriend made up her mind to walk out from our relationship,

there must be something she saw that's worth more than me...

Today, she is happily married with wonderful children... That God

she saw that night has not failed her...

That thing she saw has kept her all these years... I know you are

afraid of what will become of you when you cut some ties... Sister,

stop playing church while you are feasting on your vomits...

It's time to cry for an encounter... How long will you keep falling

and rising and falling again?

It's time to cry for just one touch of Fire,... Am sure heaven will not

shun your wet eyes and torn lips...

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